*yawnz* it's another tiring day.. juz got back home from PP. again? lols.. yeah.. went there right after skl to mit raed's sis and parents. joined them after my skl at ard 5.30...
when there shopped for mango with sis.. yea, it's mango again. cuz acc sis there mah.. as she also wanna grab sales items! hahas! tink we were stuck over there at mango for abt 2hrs? or more? lols.. =X and yes! of cuz! i did buy some mango items for myself again! hahas! i'm totally broke!! spend ard 60 plus to 70 bucks today! hur.. brought myself 1 top and 1 bottom from mango again.. hur..

had steamboat as dinner after shopping at mango. we had our dinner for an hr? lols! raed timed for us? lols.. cuz we eat too long? wahaas.. slowly we walk towards carpark and den raed's dad drove me home. and sis acc me for my lift to come. hees.. how nice eh.. hahs... this few days when raed isn't ard with us, i felt me and raed's family has become closer? hehes.. as if like i'm the younger sis with one elder sis and both parents? lols! anyway it's nice that me and raed's mum has become more and more closer le? right raed? hehes! tink maybe it is i went out with raed's family oftenly w/o raed ard with us? hahas!

sis brought me stuff again.. hur.. so pai seh.. she alwaz buy things for me.
well, tink she brought this somewhere near ard little india. when i was skooling in skl?
hehes.. thanks sis! =D


there it is.. a bangle and a small cute jewellery box! :)

shall stop here. gotta rush for my proj to be handed up tml! i'm so dead tired. guess i cant slp tonight le. gotta rush for my proj :(
pathetic me.. hurs..

first day of skl after the term break! hell!! it's get back results time!! had 2 modules of my results back! Dfun and Emaths! failed Emaths by 5 marks! and passed Dfun by 31.5 out of 50! hur.. how sad eh.. failed by 5 marks! extra hardwork needed? work hard branda! you've gotta pull up ur socks!! Y.Y

had lect after this 2 modules of tut. last lesson was Emaths lect. tink the lect had difficulties in pronuncing? we had this chapter called "The Graph Of A Function". and came across with lotsa graphs and curves. gotta shift here and there. tink she has this prob.. she pronounce "shift" as "shit"? lols! it's damn funny when i heard that! i was there laughing out loud! especially when she says.. "shit the curve" and "you should shit the curve"..!! lols!! wth.. hahas! early in the begining, before the term break, we had this first chapter of this Emath module, called gaussian. there's row here and there. and when she was having lect with us, she kept pronuncing "row" as "raw" ??? lols!! at first we reali cant get comfortable with it. cuz we're trying hard to concentrate with her teaching. but her "raw" is reali distracting us! lols.. right jasmine roar? lols!! whahahs!! ahhhHHhhHHhh~~~~ dont come and beat me ah.. wahahs.. anyway gotta thanks jas for her lunch treat today! my fave! curry fish head at bedok NTUC coffee shop! hehes!! =p

firstly, wanna wish myself hApPy 21sT bIrtHdaY!! hehe.. had a nice weekend with raed. and on my birthday too!hehes.. we went out on sat. and stayed at home on sunday. hur.. my bday was on sunday. but we cant celebrate it the whole day as raed needs to go back to camp in the night :) well, no celebration. but juz a normal simple birthday day.. :)

sat morning, raed came over to my hse and wake me up. he waited for me to get wash up and get myself prepared. and den we went out tog. decided to go tamp for a movie. the movie which raed and i have been waiting for.. yea, scary movie 4! the one we're longing to watch it long ago.. hur.. i wanna eat popcprn badly. though we're still as full. as we had Ajisen for early lunch right before the movie! hahas. brought some popcorn and went in the theater to enjoy our movie. as usual, i was LOL-ing badly than raed. wahahs.. luckily we sit back row.. if not so malu.. sitting at the back was great! cuz can no need to care if blocking ppl sitting behind? or ppl kicking our seats from behind? hehes.. =p



had "moi" shopping with raed in the whole TM and CS! hahas.. there's mango crazy sales! went there to look around. not much was left. all gif ppl snatch away liao. so many "nu ren" over there. lols.. so chaotic? wahahs.. cuz mango crazy sales mah.. but din had my share. so sad. after wondering around at tamp, was still early for us to go home. raed and i was tinking where to go.. suddenly i tink of going parkway! hahas!! and there we go to PP! =D

reach there ard 5 plus? hahas.. went for "moi" shopping again? lols! shop shop shop.... raed says we have to leave PP latest at 7.30pm. cuz we need to go sis shop mah. hur.. juz nice over there oso got isetan! raed suggested to go in and see whether if there's oso mango sale?.. hur.. went in.. ya! there's sales over there! and much more variety than TM! lols! though there's still alot "nu ren" over there too. but i tink the population is not as big as TM. thats why got much more variety! *luckily haben gif ppl snatch finish* hahas! yay! going over to PP isn't a wrong choice! wahhahs! raed brought all clothings for me that i want. i brought 5 tops! ya! he paied all. cost him ard $81 ? lols... cuz big sales mah.. so cheap. so he buy me all? hahas.. thanks raed! =p
Oops.. raed's NETS card gimmi spend until the card going to break into 2 le? hur.. pai sehs.. =X

by right, after shopping at mango, should have gone back le. budden before we went in to carpark, we pass by royal sporting house. went in to have a look. after looking ard for awhile, saw my "ah yi" working there! haha! called her. and some chat with her. she ask us to look ard. to see if we wanna purchase anything, she can gif us staff discount! wahahs! how nice! discount all the way! lols.. me? nah, not going to buy anymore. i got no money. i oso don wan raed to buy anymore for me. haha.. well, after considering for so long and shop ard for so long, looking for the sizes up and down, raed finally purchase 2 tops! wahahs! i choose for him de. hahas.. he loh.. alwaz don wanna choose himself. alwaz ask me to choose de. hur.. had enough off spending $$$ for the day. tink we spend ard 200 that day? well, thats enough! hahas.. as we were in the lift, heading towards carpark, we saw some posters in lift. saying if we spend 150 or above at PP in a day, can redeem a clock cum alarm clock cum calander. so, we walk back and went over to the information counter to ask. but.. but.. the redemtion was over. :( how sad. we head back to carpark *finally! cuz was so tired walking ard and shopping ard.. my legs are so tired. hur..* and den finally we head back to bedok. went to sis shop. den we drive home..mitting parents and bro at hse carpark. cuz we going out to have dinner outside tog.

after a day, raed stayed over at my place. we slept till the next afternoon. hur.. so tired? lols.. raed, me and bro decided to go inter find mum for lunch. after lunch, we went NTUC to buy some stuff for raed to bring to camp. after buying, bro went home. me and raed went over to sis shop. happen raed's dad was there too. we stayed in the shop for awhile. den went to raed's hse tog with his dad. but before we go, had a small cut cake blow candle celebration over there in the shop. hur.. thanks sis for the lychee cake! hehes! =p

reach raed's hse. we started to do all the packing for camp tog. had dinner. upload of pics. had some talking in the room. bathed. and den we bring raed back to his camp le. and as usual, raed's parents sent me home. and raed's mum sent me to the lift. hehes.. had some nice chats with auntie. hehes.. right raed?

dear raed, sorry for my recent bad temper. i'll try to control my temper k.. sorry raed. this week is a better one. dont we? hehe.. we muz continue to jia you k.. control and endure k.. and muz oso happy for your mummy k? hehe.. thanks raed for the present! like your gift! i'll keep it well. it's a meaningful gift from you. hehes.. so does my parents tink its meaningful too! hahas! thanks raed! =D and thanks sis for the present too! =D

lastly, thanks for the gifts and greetings from all frens ard... i'm truely appreciated! million thanks! =D

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kinda boring day today? went to skl alone and attend the shiseido beauty and make up course. and was back with some little freebies. yea, i was all alone. should have called some frenz along? huilin? should have date her tog for the course. cuz she very vain. hahas! =p after skl, went home alone till now. shall visit to grandma hse again later for dinner. hur.. initially mum wanna date me go out for nice dinner. budden tink i rather stay at home and go grandma place and find sip to talk talk? hur.. tink i'll go there abit late. cuz sip wont be home so early? hur.. alwaz go out eat oso sian. should have some home cook food? hehes..

*yawnz* it's 1215 now. i just woke up. gotta go to skl today for some shiseido make up lesson? hur.. well, early in the morning, did had some calls with raed.. basically he'll call a few times everyday in the morning :)

sorry raed. i'm sorry that juz now on the phone, i throw my temper to you for nothing. sorry. you din do anything to stop me but juz let me carry on my nonsense and kept scolding you. sorry. tink i too tired den i anyhow talk? sorry.. felt so guilty. hur.. thanks for your endurence man. hur.. somemore you always try to manage ur time with me. know it's tiring. but i rather dont want you to rush, don want you to wake up early and do ur things fast den call me k. i rather you to take ur own sweet time and den call me when you are really free :)
we juz bear with it k... today thursday le. tml jiu friday le leh.. must be happy k. dont sian k.. we muz jia you k.. :D miss you so much, more than every single drop of water in the entire earth, more than every ray of light the sun can shine.

guess what! this coming sunday is my BIG DAY!! hahas.. yea, my 21st birthday eh! juz few days away. hmms, din aware abt it. is raed reminded me abt it last week. don reali feel excited or look forward for it. cuz the right after the day of my bday, it's the first day of skl where new term starts. how sad. i hate skl days. i hated skl work, test, report, proj and etc.. maybe it's the reason why i don look forward for my bday? cuz the next day will be skl starts. hur.. how i wish holiday never end. den my bday still far. den i can don be so fast old? hur.. well ppl, enjoy ur holiday and treasure it!! yeah?!
whatever it is, what i reali look forward is the day when raed book out? both of us struggle the weekdays like hell. and look forward for every friday till us going nuts??!! hur. anyway it's thursday today. we are so happy. cuz tml friday le?! wahahs! =p

raed told me he misses our "lame beef" the one i prepare for him during Vday. lols.. yea, though it taste awful, but he still misses it. lols.. maybe we can consider doing it during this weekend? hiak! last weekend we make bread with egg during tea time? hahas.. we had it done tog. raed always say i always like to put alot oily? lols! miss him so much! miss him cuddling me and me slping in his arms. hehes.. how nice.. it's alwaz happies and joyful to meet. and saddest and painful to part. hur.. but who cares.. it's friday tml!! tml!! TML!! hiak!!

yay! fri afternoon going shopping with bro and mum! evening go find raed! dinner time celebrate raed's dad belated birthday? hur.. sat going shopping with raed! hahas! sunday, moi birthday. no celebration, no plan. no everything. hahas.. monday? skooling.. :( *yawnz*

here comes the entries of my boring weekdays? hmms... well, did nothing. but juz stayed at home most of the time?

monday, did nothing. stayed at home the whole day? filled my boring hours with some house work? hurs.. all the way till evening, raed called. he's free mostly in the evening i guess. from around 7pm plus onwards till lights off? hahas.. well, whenever he's free, he'll definately ring me up for sure! and we can talk to hourSSSssSs... lol!! we had a 3hr plus on phone before raed goes to bed. =] guess no one in the bunk talks on phone as many times as he does. and not as long as he is. hahas!! whole squat knows he's crazy over his gf? =X wahahs!!

tuesday, went out with sis (raed's sis) the whole day! so tired. haha.. kinda interesting.. cuz i tink i influence sis go piercing? oops!! hahas... guess she is into piercing recently.. lols.. on that day, i acc her go pierce nose. wahahs! she consider for quite awhile and finally she decided to pierce. wahahs.. cuz she likes the shinny diamond on the nose? wahahs!! we pierce it before we went home. i wonder am i being a bad person? like i'm encouraging her to go piercing? =X hahas!! anyway, hope she wont regret after piercing.. haha..
on that day, had a total of phone talk with raed of 6 hrs plus!! yea! i pardon! we were on the phone by the total of 6 hrs plus!!! imagine 3/4 of the time me and sis outside, i was on the phone with him. lols! felt i so neglect sis? cuz i keep talking on the phone with raed? hur.. who's fault? raed's fault? haha!! anyway i'm still ok with it loh.. cuz he's on the phone with me all the way, makes me feel like he's juz beside me acc me and sis shopping all the way! hehes.. yea, he's juz so free.. :)

took this with sis. haha.. so funny.. we both is juz like 2 moutain tortise. so plain so blur so toot! =X raed, you wan some? wahahs!!

wednesday, today, went to work. with my mama.. hahas!! kinda tired. tink i not enough slp? today wake up late loh. luckily not reali late for work. if not my mama wanna scold me for slping late le. hahas.. today whole day working is like kinda "sian", and sleepy, tired tired loh.. luckily today i still can manage well till i knock off. if not i blur blur gong gong, den i jiu siao liao.. so shag man! hur..

after work, went to find sis. yes, raed's sis.. hahas.. both of us were so boring during work.. yea, she juz work somewhere near me. haha.. after knock off, went to find her. when i reach the shop, heard that she go find me? but why i never mit her on the way? lols! den stayed in the shop awhile as i enjoy the air con? lols.. till sis came, talk to her awhile, pass her smth and den i went home le.

kinda tired. reach home faster bath. raed called again. ard 6pm? or 5pm plus? after bathing, on the fone with him again.. yes, for hoursSsSSs again.. till ard 10pm plus till 11pm? haha.. hmms, but before, after i had my shower, i went over to grandma hse to visit them. ^_^ den raed acc me talk till i reaches home loh. if not he will worry for me to go home alone at night. :)

it's raed's dad birthday today! hehe! happy birthday uncle! shall celebrate with you all together on friday! =D

had just finish talking with raed on the phone before he goes to bed. yeah, raed had gone back to his home team with the rest of his mates. sent him to home team together with his parents. yeah, it's always the saddest part where raed is leaving.. always happy on the friday, and saddest on the sunday. =(

wonderful weekend we had. it's so insufficient! the weekend we spend, time seems to fly so fast.. the terrible weekday we had, the time seems to be so far and long.. during the weekends, we're reali sticking like super glue! hahahs..

fetch him on friday evening and drove to his house. unpack with his stuff with the help with raed's mum, and had a little chat at the living room. we too, raed and i in his room, we had our small world and own chat too! *auww.. so sweet!* hurs..

after unpacking and he had his nicey homely bath, we drove to bedok inter. to buy things that he need at NTUC. but before we go, raed suggested to go stall find mum. to talk to her and let her know he's back from camp. hur.. at that hour, just nice mum was about to leave for home. after a small chat, we headed to NTUC together. and mum treat us dinner and we pack it home. hehes..

stayed at my place for awhile.. as parents and raed were having nice chats on how's raed is going in his home team..

next morning, raed gimmi morning call and wake me up at 7am? hurs.. cuz we planned to go polyclinic in the morning for raed to see doc. go stall find ah kun kor kor and had our breakfast there till mum reaches for work. left to tampines. i suggested to take bus number 28 to tamp. cuz the journey is long, we can take it to have a small rest in bus. hehes..

reason for going to tamp, is to go isetan to get raed some singlets for camp needs. raed wanted to go shopping with me at tamp to shop for my stuff. but i refused to. cuz doesn't wish to spend money. as i know, if i shop, i'll definately fall in love with some stuff. and i'll wanted to buy. so i might as well don see. den can donno. den can dont buy lo? wahahs.. raed tink it's "xin ku" for me? wahahs.. well, it's ok raed.. =)

went back home after that. raed wanna took cab home. but i refuse again. haha.. cuz waste money loh.. we took 67 home. went to D&G to look for raed's stuff that he needed. but it isn't avaliable. so went to 412 to get himself a num lock. and den finally we reaches home! stayed at home. bath, watch tv, and den fall asleep in his arms as we were in the living room watching tv. hurs..
got waken up by his slight movement. and den we decided to go back to room and have a good slp. all the way till evening, dad reaches home.. and we were still asleep. all of us were home to wait for mum's called. den we drove to mum's working place and pick her up. went to bedok 85 to have our dinner =)

the next morning (today), woke up real early and left to raed's hse. though i was so tired, but still doesn't allow myself to waste any of my time slping at home. :) stayed in the hse the whole day!! had our precious time at home. packing for raed, busy getting his stuff and everything ready.. and etc.. till evening falls, me, raed and parents were all ready to set off. to sent raed to his acadamy. hur.. was a sobbing journey there. hold our hands tight all the way through the whole journey. so much "bu she de" and "misses" :( but there's no choice.. gotta bear with it.
after raed went in, raed's parents sent me home :)


random of pics below. simply like the last pic i posted. isn't he's cute? hahas.. well, to you guys might not. to me, it is! hahahs!! he alwaz like to show me this face whenever i'm fierce to him! or when i'm angry! wahahs!

as i was still sleeping soundly... phone rang.. mum came rushing into my room and wake me up. telling me excitedly that bro had passed his driving! haha!! everyone is so happy for him. finally he passed his driving! thk god! finally this big burden of his is no more! hahas.. the whole YANGs family gave him support and encouragement. including raed too! raed called bro ytd to give him some support and encouragement? hahas.. i din know raed called bro.. is bro told me juz now. hahas.. anyway, we're going to have a feast? small feast? tog with raed and my family tonite. or perhaps tml night. cuz i'm afraid raed isn't free or he might be too tired. as he'll be booking out this evening!! Geez!! wahahs.. yay!! cant wait.. lol.. got so much wanna talk to him. wahahs.. well, guess i'll go his camp and pick him up later. and before i goes to camp, i need to go back ite to help raed take his cert. ytd wanted to take behalf of him. but the admin does allow me to do so. unless i got authorized letter from raed. -.-

jinting helped me write the letter. shall sign it for raed and den i can help him take his cert le =p

thats the plan for today! =D

congrats lest! you pass ur driving! next time go out i can no need to drive le. u drive, i relax. wahahs.. but tink we're gonna snatch car to use in future? pros and cons?? =X

BBOOORRRRRIIIINNNGGGGG~~~!!!
boring~~~~~~~~~~~!!

sigh.. i'm so bored! yea, bored. come ppl, spelt it after me.. B.O.R.I.N.G! B-O-R-I-N-G~!! yes, boring.. hahas.. i'm insane.. cant be bothered. i'm going to be now. tired.. sianzation ahh~!!

Saw this online, find it's kinda interesting? lols..

1. From June 9 to July 9, 2006, you may have the sports section of the newspaper and any special pullout that comes with it. You shall not have access to the other sections of the newspaper. What good are they when all you can think of is the World Cup. It is a fact that men can't multi-task. They can't multi-think either.

2. I will clear out the utility-cum-storeroom and move in the little spare TV so you can watch all the football you want. There, you can vegetate and sprout roots for all I care. Should visitors come a calling, I shall be spared the embarrassment of having to make excuses for an unshaven, unkempt, unsociable misfit.

3. Rest assured that I won't be standing nude in front of the TV during this period. I know you won't notice even if I'd had breast enhancement and turned into a D-cupper, as the only cup on your mind is the one in Germany.
Rest assured that this period of abstinence will drag on for another month or more. Once I get used to not having a sleeping partner, it'll be hard to do a 180-degree turn. So you'll have to inch your way back into my bed.

4. I don't expect you to do anything around the house during the games. I wouldn't ask you to open the door, put the kettle on, feed the dog, water the plants or bring the shopping in from the car. I would not even dare interrupt to ask you to eat, so you'll have to prepare your own meals when hunger strikes. If you're too up caught in the game, there's always pizza delivery. Look up the number in the phone book.

5. There will be no beer in the fridge or munchies in the larder. With you being sedentary, I don't wish to further jeopardise your health by stocking up on junk food. Instead, there will be plenty of mineral water to quench your thirst with and carrots and green apples to nibble on during half time. If your friends come over to watch the games, you can have your male-bonding sessions in the utility room. As long as you keep the door closed and your buddies spray themselves with deodorant before coming out, I'm OK.

6. If your team loses and I say something, I risk treading on your fragile ego. But if I keep mum, you may think I don't love you. So I might as well go all the way and say: "Serves you right for supporting such a lousy team. Can't you see that the champion is a leg up on this? Huh! And you call yourself a football expert!"

7. I do not want scraps of your time and affection. So you won't see me cuddling up to you during half time like a hungry dog. I will serve time as a football widow and when the World Cup ends, you'll have to wine and dine me all over again if you want to get back into my good books.

8. You're most welcome to watch endless replays of goals. See Rule #2.

9. I shall not include you in any social gathering during this hallowed period. I can easily make up excuses for you. However, if you miss your grandmother's birthday, your parents' wedding anniversary or your nephew's full-moon celebration, I shall leave you to concoct your own reasons. Some words of caution:
a) You will be left out of the family will.
b) You will be left out of the family will.
c) You will be left out of the family will.

10. If your friend invites you to his house to watch a game, please go. I will hire a racing car to get you there. At last, I will get some peace and not have "GOAL!" and "Stupid referee!" coming out of my ears.

11. You're most welcome to watch the daily World Cup highlights. See Rule #2.

12. I will never say, "Thank God the World Cup is only every four years", because I know after it come the European Championships, Champions League, Italian League, Spanish League, Premier League, Football League, etc. I'll shut up and let you have your fun while I take your car, cash and credit cards and paint the town red.

Thank you for your co-operation.
Regards,
Women of the World

hahas.. pretty interesting huh... found out that even womens are into WC too! lols.. guess why they watch it for? catching handsome and macho footballers and their sexy butts? lols.. nah, i'm not into it.. hahas! *guess raed gonna miss the WC matches much! hahas!*

thks to my girls for the companion, knowing raed isn't by my side.. hehes..
mit jinting at early noon to go back ite take cert. and den headed to suntec and marina for a small shopping? lols.. after that we went back bedok tog. (thks jinting for the day!! =D )

went back home at ard 5pm. went home to change a bag. "shun bian" change clothes, change perfume, change shoes.. this new slipper of mine giving me bad aches? =p or it's something wrong with my toes/foot? lols!

mit huilin and andelin at ps at 6pm. yay! i reach first!! first time? lols.. *clap* *clap* wahahs! did a little shopping once we met. catch a moive at 7pm "runaway vacation". after movie we settle our dinner at yoshi and started our lastest gossips and updates. lols! took cabby home after that. our boss pay for the cabby.. - miss andelin.. lols! how nice eh! =p
reach home at 10.30pm? early uh!! wahahs.. nice timing! not too late. not too early.. ^_^V



quite a funny movie to watch.. *ah.. huilin alwaz say i laugh so loud.. -.- * do i?? o.O

today i'm home with patches of blue black. cuz my bag spoilt when i'm in skl. den pathetic me gotta hug my bag all the way till suntec.. den jinting manage to help me get a paper bag and i carry the paper bag all the way till bedok to change into another bag. hur.. and now, i'm going off to bed with all these small patches of blue black le. hur.. *it'll be good if raed were to there with me, den he can help me carry le. den i can don have blue black le.. = / cuz he alwaz help me carry the burdens. wahahs!*

automatically woke up at 6am w/o any alarm!! last night get to know that raed will be waking up at 6.. tink even i slping oso misses him. hur.. juz automatically wake up suddenly. catch his msg at 19 mins later.. replied him and den i went back to bed. yea, i've got this kinda prob. if there's smth important to me in the next day, i'll wake up automatically nearly on the dot w/o any alarm on. thats why i seldom over slept? hur..

continue slping all the way till 12pm plus. wake up, do nth.. go online. online online online.. ever since i woke up, i online till 6 plus. den go bath and den get prepared to go out. meeting sis her at shop. had an appointment with "ladyfinger" to do our nails. no one at home. i'm much more boring.. ahh~!! so boring w/o raed acc me.. :(

after our medicure and pedicure (ard 9.30pm le), sis went back to shop as her husband is waiting for her. den i go pay my outstanding bills.. not long, parents came and fetch me. tink cuz raed not ard with me. den i alone at inter at such hr. so dey came and find me loh. parents brought me to have supper. den we went home tog.

there it is.. end of my boring day.. hur..
nth much i plan to do. but juz look forward for my fone to ring.. to wait for raed's call. yea, every min and sec i'm alwaz waiting for my fone to ring.. for raed to call.. when fone rings, i'm so excited? lols!!

raed, hopefully what i told you today wont affect you much. hope you don tink too much or misunderstand. i know the out come. and i know what and how you feel when i told you this. but sooner or later you also must know de. so i choose to tell you now loh.. must rem what i told you juz now k? shall us lets fight it tog k? jia you wor! i'm alwaz by ur side and giving u my support! =D
don care what others tink or say.. she is lidat wan.. i oso hack care le :X hehes.

as for you inside there, i know its sian for you. don feel good inside. but as time goes by, i'm sure you'll adapt to it. k? juz endure k.. don gif up but fight for it k.. i'm alwaz here to gif u encouragement! gambatte neh! control k.. patience k.. most importantly must take care! miss you! =]

hey man.. i'm here to blog again.. story of me and my rainny day? lols! well, by right should have blog ytd. but i had no time. so, i shall blog it here today.. since i'm super free now.. but very tired. hurs..

ytd (12 june 06) - was the last day for me and raed.. the day before he was enlisted.. try to get out of hse as early as i could. headed to raed hse and knock him out of bed where he's still slping.. lols! tried to knock him hard to wake him up. but i failed. he's too tired i guess.. in the end, we ended up slping tog. lols.. stayed at raed's place the whole day.. watching tv, having lunch, talking, playing, cuddle... and oso not forgetting to do the very last packing. anyway it's juz one of our common sweetest moment? lols! headed to bedok inter tog with raed's mum. went to their bata shop (where raed's family are) and oso to my parents stall (where my parents were) .. after that raed and i went walking ard inter.. grab sushi as our small bite. after wondering ard, we headed back to shop and den waited for them to close the shop of the day.. and had our dinner
tog with raed and family.. sis and sis in law.. =]

today (13 june06) - slept at 2 last nite and woke up at 5 this morning! yah, i'm reali very tired. set my alarm at 5am. but i automatically wake up at 4.57am? lols.. quickily jumped out of bed once i had my eyes opened. as not wanting myself to be late. quickly bath and dress myself up. and drove to raed's blk. picked raed and parents and sis to raed's acadamy.

reach the acadamy super early! early by 1 hr!! lols!! took our own sweet time. sent raed into the acadamy.. not long, raed's couz, ah ma and uncle came too.. while raed was alr inside to report, we got sitted, listen to talk, abt the acadamy and what will be going on with raed in the camp. hur.. and oso had a small tour in the acadamy.. =]

had our lunch tog in the canteen with raed. kinda a rush wan.. hardly talk much either.. he rush back to report as he was alr late le. den we family went off le. =(

ah ma, uncle and couz went home. me and raed's family went out. we headed to lot 1.. went there shopping.. sis and i shop the whole mall. den all of us catch a movie after that. we watch "we are family" quite a funny show.. hur!

after movie we went to rocher rd to have our dinner. and went wonder ard before we hop in the car. drove raed's parents home. and den last station to sis's hse. went home myself after dropping everyone home. stay in the car at hse car park. din went up right away.. raed sms me and told me he re-write the letter. and he place in the the drawer and ask me go take myself. cant wait to read the letter. he sms me was when we were at rocher. yea, i knew i'll cry when i read it. and yes, i did. hur.. hey, it isn't that kinda that you guys tink k.. isn't those mushy mushy letter. juz some meaningful and special letter.. not mushy uh!

really misses him so much! cried everyday? even the day before, i hug him and cried? hur.. he don like to see my tears. he loves to see my smile. but i couldn't control? hur.. yea, too miss him le. and now, esp when he's on the fone with me, or sms me, and esp even when i'm alone, he dash into my mind much more easily. i'll cried easily. too miss him le bah.. sigh.. other than that, i still can bear my tears.. =)

well, juz tried to keep myself busy loh. find things to do at home. i know its juz a temp wan. i must be strong. =) *gambatte bran!!*

luckily he can go home every week. if not i "fong diao" sia. lols! well, i muz be gladful that its better than army. hahas! =p

i don care, i wanna fetch him back on fri.. cant wait to make fun of him to play his botak head and the bubbly face he had.. haha.. fei fei.. haha.. yyup, he's getting more and more fatter..ever since we hold our hands? lols! i wanna play the face and head of his.. later he got alot pimple again.. den wanna scold me again. haha.. =p nvm, when he go in, he'll be muscular, fit and man.. den no more fei fei le k.. wahaas...

today was our 10 mth (140609) ! hehes!! from 1st mth till 9th mth, we alwaz had our day tog and celebrate it tog w/o fail. today, our 10 mth, is the only mth we din celebrate. neither nor we meet. well, we gonna had our day on sat. i wont mind where we go.. what we do to had our day. as long as i can have my time with him, i'll be the most happy. =]

random of pics..hahas...

what's bro doing behind us?

took all this ytd at bus stop with raed's mum while awaiting for bus. he loh.. purposely de loh.. don wan take don wanna take lidat. so i oso purposely disturb him. lols!

the phone on pic is what he brought to camp to use. yar, a lousy fone. haha.. now its full of stickers. lols

sunday evening he can go back camp with his N gage QD le. change to a better fone? if not no batt for him to use? hehes.. den i can use that X430 le. hurs.. so i can start pasting stickers all ard. hahas..

how great is my raed.. knowing i'll be bored.. he gimmi his data link card for me to play.. N gage QD for me to play my sims.. and etc.. haha.. i'll play all this to pass my time.. hehe..

i'm so tired. shall stop here. eyes very very pain. cry too much? :X lols.. gotta slp now. ciaoz!~

yea, he's into WC too.. accompany him to watch almost everyday? and normally when there's soccer, i'll be sitting beside him to watch tog. esp when i'm free. =]

another day of ours had past.. day by day lidat gone le. =( how sad.. tml will be our last day before he going ns.. =( though there's still arguements at times, but we still cherish our time tog very much. arguements does makes both parties hurts.. but we got to understand each other more.. much more challenge for us in the rs.. the endurance.. the understanding.. the patience.. raed, we must fight for our future k.. cannot give up k? we must be strong! gambatte neh! =)

i'm truly touched by him from what he did for me. esp last nite.. thks raed for the letter you wrote for me last nite. you're alr so tired le, instead of going to bed, you still can do such sweet things for me :) seriously, i would rather you to slp well in the nite than to stay awake in the mid of the night to write the letter for me.. though cuz of the decoration, you accidently burn 1/2 the letter, but it's still a letter you gave me. i reali appreciate it. thks lots raed!

<3
love rainny day!! =p

how bad it is.. what i've juz blog, it's all gone!! now, gotta retype everything back again. sigh.. *freak!! looks like i've to spend another hr to retype it all. stupid! *something is wrong with the blogger when i click on the icon "publish"... -.- well, shall blog it short. *argh*!!

orite, finally i'm in vacation now.. had juz finish my last paper.. total up, i've got 3 papers.. tink i fail all the 3 paperS?? sigh... how sad.. no confident at all.. yea, only confident tat i'll fail?? i did studied for it. the papers ain't hard either... maybe it's juz my standard isn't there? quite sad.. i oso donno.. or perhaps i'm not hard working enough bah? haiz.. so "diu lian" (throw face).. studied the same thing in ite for 4 yrs?? come here, i fail? thought should get high marks instead?? sigh.. who to blame? i only can blame myself.. how stupid of me huh.. =( *SADDNESS*

test has finally over.. those of my hard days are finally over too.. during and before the test, so many things i've been band from doing it.. no online, no go out, no shopping, no slacking, no touching of my new toy (lappie) hahas.. and so much more i got band from. hahahs.. now, everthing is all over.. how glad huh... but i still got back bad results.. sigh..

however, things alr pass, say so much oso no use le. for now, i'm gonna cherish my time with raed. he's going in under police in the next 5 days later.. this 5 days i'm gonna stick with him like super glue. i'm gonno miss him so so so muchy! hahas.. we mit everyday ever since we were tog. now, raed is going for police le, we wont get to meet everyday like what we alwaz does. it's going to be different when he enters police acadamy.. = /

miss you raed!! hahas.. though i alwaz doesn't seems to be.. infact i reali does. it's in my heart.. no one knows.. i reali do miss you right here deep in my heart. i'm thankful for what you've done for me in everything.. and your endurance too.. know you don like me to frown, my bad temper, and me alwaz anyhow spend money.. you've been enduring me and guide me all the way by my side.. i know i hasn't been a good gf.. seriously i know i'm that bad. i believe i can be better.. to be a nice gf.. but to my tinking is that you've been spoliing me.. alwaz giving in to me.. too much that i got advantage of you? which leads me to take things for granted? well, i know to you, is ok.. to you i'm not as bad as you tink.. i know what you want.. all you wan is me alwaz by ur side. and had that 3 bad points off.. and to you, i'll be perfect. right raed? hahas.. i promise to be good k? i'll try my best to get off the 3 points k.. =] sometimes i oso very "pei fu" you leh.. knowing you've been enduring when my bad points occur.. yet you still can make use of this bad points into jokes and make me laugh.. hahas! to change it into fun and laughter and tease me juz to see me smile.. how "wei da" huh.. lols! i simply love you so much. you know me too well. hahas.. miss you raed.. you go police, i'll wait for you to be back de k.. i'll be a good girl at home. hehes!

orite, i apologise to you cuz i'm alwaz been very fierce to you.. alwaz scold you.. alwaz and everytime keep scolding you.. one day donno can scold how many times.. how fierce am i to you uh.. you know me too well.. i'm alwaz so fierce.. i know you alr try to avoid to do things which i don like. cuz you know i'll scold you.. but in the end i still scold. hur.. -.-
i'll try not to be so firece in the future time k.. hehe.. hahs! thks so much raed!!
"ytd the lift door hits you, pain ma??" ... sorry, raed.. sorry for my stubborn-ness!!

* I LOVE RAINNY DAY!!*

super busy ever since last week (last post). busy prepareing for term test.
sianz.. term test.. term test.. term test.. sigh.. anyway, hope i'll do it well.. hur!
well, glad i've pass all my qiuz. though i din score it well. =(

all the best for my term test bah..
mon - EMaths
tue - CKT
wed - DFUN
thur - HOLIDAY!!
hiak!

raed going in for police soon le.. tink we only left abt 2 weeks? =(